I thought I was healed before I had kids.
I did the therapy.
I did the church.
I read the books.
I had the community.
I made good money.
I was GOOD.
And then… I had kids. 
The amount of effort it took me to not to be
the angry mom, the bitter wife, the exhausted, anxious, overworked, lost mom…
Made me realize, I had a lot of healing to do.
It forced me to peel back the layers and understand that my lack of contentment was deeply rooted in my childhood fears. I feared that my lack of accomplishments and all my mistakes in motherhood and as a wife would deem me unlovable. I was scared of being abandoned. And the lack of control was entirely uncomfortable.
It was humbling and frustrating to see that
although I didn’t want to be the angry, anxious, bitter, exhausted mom and wife,
I didn’t want to be abandoned, unloved, or out of control even more. So I would fight those fears with all that I was and it stole from me without me even realizing it.
And this was just the surface.
ICH showed me how to get to the root of why I acted in the ways I did and how to change my mindset, lifestyle, and beliefs in ways I never imagined possible .
It changed me as a mom, as a wife, and as a person. It will do the same for you and your family.
